What the hell.

Okay. So. I need some stability somewhere in my life right now. This whole living between Wichita and Salina thing is NOT working out because now I'm starting to cry over stupid little things....hmm...I was reading about the Orangutan that turned 50 years old at the Phoenix zoo and I cried. What the hell. I cried over a cute couple from my studio going to prom together...cuuuute...but not tears worthy..however..I balled like a baby. WHAT THE HELL. I want to live in one place. I do NOT want to be driving all over HELL AND GONE anymore. Maybe that works for my mom, but it's NOT working for me. Nor my car. It's starting to rebel against me. Oh...and I'm starting to not want to go to school because I don't want to DRIVE....again, I say, WHAT THE HELL.