Monday, December 13, 2010
"Such a housewife"
That's what Isiah texted back when I told him I just went for a jog, to the grocery store, to Dollar General, cooked G-ma soup for lunch, and am now baking a cake. Cute. Well...if he makes enough money in the Marines, maybe I can quit hairdressing and BE a housewife! Lord knows he needs it...he's a mess. Haha.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
.....what.
Dear Santa,
I am not going to be able to get any of the things on my list this year, but I'm going to write anyway...because...I feel like it.
I've been a relatively good girl this year (in comparison to other years), and I think you should help me out...
1. NorthFace coat (black please)(The Women's Denali Thermal Jacket)
2. TurboFire
3. New shears
4. A Charlotte Russe gift card
5. A DEB gift card
6. Gas cards!
7. A job
8. Backstreet Boys/New Kids on the Block tour tickets :)
9. A new computer...mine is going to blow up.
10. A dog...preferably a rotteweiler...thanks.
Okay, Santa. There ya go. 'Preciate it.
-Bee
I am not going to be able to get any of the things on my list this year, but I'm going to write anyway...because...I feel like it.
I've been a relatively good girl this year (in comparison to other years), and I think you should help me out...
1. NorthFace coat (black please)(The Women's Denali Thermal Jacket)
2. TurboFire
3. New shears
4. A Charlotte Russe gift card
5. A DEB gift card
6. Gas cards!
7. A job
8. Backstreet Boys/New Kids on the Block tour tickets :)
9. A new computer...mine is going to blow up.
10. A dog...preferably a rotteweiler...thanks.
Okay, Santa. There ya go. 'Preciate it.
-Bee
Grow Up? What? What's That? I Don't Understand...
Well for pete's sake, I haven't touched this thing in far too long.
Update time:
I graduated cosmo school on December 4th. YES SIR.
I have had the same boyfriend since April. YES SIR.
He leaves for the Marines in February. NO SIR.
He's pretty much the closest thing to perfect I've ever encountered. YES SIR.
Haha. Pretty sure I'm gonna marry this man, but I don't wanna jump the gun...
Looking for jobs in KC...ugh...also looking in Denver, though...I kind of get to live wherever I want for about a half of a year until Isiah gets stationed somewhere, then I'll figure it out from there. If things keep going like they're going, I'll probably be living either in North Carolina, South Carolina, Virginia, D.C., Georgia, California, or Hawaii in a year or so. Awkward. But whatever. We'll see. I'm rooting for Hawaii...:) He couldn't care less, he's just happy to be starting his life as a Marine. It fits him well.
My best friend most likely has thyroid cancer...and it's scary. She had a biopsy Friday in a room full of residents and her husband wasn't allowed in. ugh. She said it was the worst pain she's ever felt. All I wanted to do was be down in Dallas with her so I could hold her hand, but...she did it. She's so brave. Waiting on biopsy results now.
Two weeks til Christmas in Colorado...I have a bad feeling there might be some drama, but oh well. Life goes on. Just excited to be in the MOUNTAINS :)) I also have an interview down in Denver on the 27th....yes, ma'am. :)
I'm pretty sure my body is letting down from school and letting me get sick...because I feel like hell in a fast car. Ugh.
P.S. What the hell do you get your boyfriend who hates presents, has told you NOT to get him a present, and hates surprises?? So lost....I hate christmas shopping.
Update time:
I graduated cosmo school on December 4th. YES SIR.
I have had the same boyfriend since April. YES SIR.
He leaves for the Marines in February. NO SIR.
He's pretty much the closest thing to perfect I've ever encountered. YES SIR.
Haha. Pretty sure I'm gonna marry this man, but I don't wanna jump the gun...
Looking for jobs in KC...ugh...also looking in Denver, though...I kind of get to live wherever I want for about a half of a year until Isiah gets stationed somewhere, then I'll figure it out from there. If things keep going like they're going, I'll probably be living either in North Carolina, South Carolina, Virginia, D.C., Georgia, California, or Hawaii in a year or so. Awkward. But whatever. We'll see. I'm rooting for Hawaii...:) He couldn't care less, he's just happy to be starting his life as a Marine. It fits him well.
My best friend most likely has thyroid cancer...and it's scary. She had a biopsy Friday in a room full of residents and her husband wasn't allowed in. ugh. She said it was the worst pain she's ever felt. All I wanted to do was be down in Dallas with her so I could hold her hand, but...she did it. She's so brave. Waiting on biopsy results now.
Two weeks til Christmas in Colorado...I have a bad feeling there might be some drama, but oh well. Life goes on. Just excited to be in the MOUNTAINS :)) I also have an interview down in Denver on the 27th....yes, ma'am. :)
I'm pretty sure my body is letting down from school and letting me get sick...because I feel like hell in a fast car. Ugh.
P.S. What the hell do you get your boyfriend who hates presents, has told you NOT to get him a present, and hates surprises?? So lost....I hate christmas shopping.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
The Texas Sun Does Her Well....but gave her pink eye. UGH.
So. I know I said I was going to exnay this blog, but I'm sort of attached...even though I regularly neglect it. Haha. Story of my life. ANYWHOZITS. I just got back from the most badass vaca EVER to Granbury, TX...for a family reunion, of all things. Haha. I had SUCH a good time. It was the first time in a long time that none of us (Jake, Rudy, or I) had brought our S.O. so we got to bond and I really got to hang out with the Urias familia a lot, which was SUPER nice. LOVE Austin's new wife...she's hilarious and Rudy may or may not be my favorite person on the planet. He's like the big brother I never had. Jake is great too, like a best friend. I wish I could see both of them more...maybe I'll have to make a trip to Tuscon before Christmas and before Rudy leaves for basic. San Diego is FAR! hahaahaha. The second time this summer I was exposed to the Texas charm and it's officially swept me off my feet. I'm so ready to move there it's making staying here SUPER hard, but I'll tough it out, finish, and get my cute butt down to Dallas. My best friend said I could stay with her and her husband while I interview and find an apartment. Going to probably get a waitressing job in the mean time...just to make ends meet :))) PLANS PLANS PLANS...ahhhhh....but I have pink eye. AWESOME. hahahaha gooooo life.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Family Feud
Wait....isn't that a game show? Oh well. Hell hath broken loose and per usual, no one is talking about it. I know that a few people involved in this awesomeness, even passively, read this blog. But I'm not going to NOT write about it to save feelings. Unlike most of my family, I like to talk about things. When I'm mad as hell, I'll let you know. Not saying I'm perfect, because I basically suck at life. But my mouth running away from me is one bad habit I'm not willing to break.
My aunt Ruby died the other day. From cancer. She's been fighting it for a long time and we've been basically prepared for the worst. When I say "we" I mean my little family. HER family apparently JUST realized it was really serious....like.....when she died. My sister said everyone is devestated and shocked and can't believe it and my mind is saying "uhm...does someone not realize the meaning of CANCER?" --- apparently not. Which is fine. Whatever. Now, are we going to the funeral on Saturday? No. No we are not. Because when you screw your credit over, you can't have a credit card (mom). When you can't have a credit card, you have to beg other people (grandma::kathy). When such people don't call you BACK, for whatever reason....even if to just say "hey...I don't wanna help you"...you get one more sleepless night, a shit ton of guilt, and a whole lotta crazy. So here I am. In a house with more crazy than usual...and I've already gotten out of school tomorrow and Saturday (even though I will be suspended for three days) so that I could go with my dad...who...apparently is not going. So I'm going to be suspended....for no reason. AWESOME. More than likely, the whole reason for not calling mom back probably has something to do with a conversation dad had with Kim expressing his strong feelings against them moving two black kids to BFE racist Evergreen. Mind you, he used MY phone in this dealing so I'm sure she believes I feel the same way...which...to an extent...I do. Granted, I have no idea how long they plan on living in the mountains. But...if they end up staying up there, it'll be a whole lotta hell for those kids. I know what it's like...to be...excluded because of what color one or even both of my parents were. Kids are vicious and their parents are worse. Black kids in Evergreen? Fail. Black kids with white parents in Evergreen? Double fail. Black kids with white parents and one is a DOCTOR?? Well. Time to transfer schools, everybody. Regardless, they can be mad as hell at dad or me or mom or whatever. Egg shells were never my style. They'll do what they want and that's all cool and good. But...everyone and their dog has expressed their opinions on my life on multiple occasions...even conversing behind my back about how I was apparently doing drugs, drinking, and having sex with everything that moved (only one of which was true) and THEN calling me on it. I think it's my turn. In one ear, out the other.
Needless to say, this family...from bad credit to non-communication to walking on egg shells to expressing opinions to NOT expressing opinions...is one hot damn mess. I love everyone so much, but if you aren't a little exhausted in this family, you must not be paying attention.
p.s. I also stared at this post trying really hard to decide whether or not I should post it...since it's a little....well....whatever, I'm gonna do it because if you want to be mad, be mad. I'm okay with that. But get over it. It's just an opinion.
My aunt Ruby died the other day. From cancer. She's been fighting it for a long time and we've been basically prepared for the worst. When I say "we" I mean my little family. HER family apparently JUST realized it was really serious....like.....when she died. My sister said everyone is devestated and shocked and can't believe it and my mind is saying "uhm...does someone not realize the meaning of CANCER?" --- apparently not. Which is fine. Whatever. Now, are we going to the funeral on Saturday? No. No we are not. Because when you screw your credit over, you can't have a credit card (mom). When you can't have a credit card, you have to beg other people (grandma::kathy). When such people don't call you BACK, for whatever reason....even if to just say "hey...I don't wanna help you"...you get one more sleepless night, a shit ton of guilt, and a whole lotta crazy. So here I am. In a house with more crazy than usual...and I've already gotten out of school tomorrow and Saturday (even though I will be suspended for three days) so that I could go with my dad...who...apparently is not going. So I'm going to be suspended....for no reason. AWESOME. More than likely, the whole reason for not calling mom back probably has something to do with a conversation dad had with Kim expressing his strong feelings against them moving two black kids to BFE racist Evergreen. Mind you, he used MY phone in this dealing so I'm sure she believes I feel the same way...which...to an extent...I do. Granted, I have no idea how long they plan on living in the mountains. But...if they end up staying up there, it'll be a whole lotta hell for those kids. I know what it's like...to be...excluded because of what color one or even both of my parents were. Kids are vicious and their parents are worse. Black kids in Evergreen? Fail. Black kids with white parents in Evergreen? Double fail. Black kids with white parents and one is a DOCTOR?? Well. Time to transfer schools, everybody. Regardless, they can be mad as hell at dad or me or mom or whatever. Egg shells were never my style. They'll do what they want and that's all cool and good. But...everyone and their dog has expressed their opinions on my life on multiple occasions...even conversing behind my back about how I was apparently doing drugs, drinking, and having sex with everything that moved (only one of which was true) and THEN calling me on it. I think it's my turn. In one ear, out the other.
Needless to say, this family...from bad credit to non-communication to walking on egg shells to expressing opinions to NOT expressing opinions...is one hot damn mess. I love everyone so much, but if you aren't a little exhausted in this family, you must not be paying attention.
p.s. I also stared at this post trying really hard to decide whether or not I should post it...since it's a little....well....whatever, I'm gonna do it because if you want to be mad, be mad. I'm okay with that. But get over it. It's just an opinion.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Bring the Rain!
Just a quickie update...because if I don't get my cute butt out of bed and start helping my mother soon, she's going to have a hernia.
I have no idea whether I'm single or not right now. It's a terrible feeling. But all will be figured out tonight.
Xtina and I had a fabo reunion for two hours in the Applebee's parking lot and I've discovered that I have the amazing ability to make her laugh so hard she pees...for real. Bahaha
We found a SUPER CUTE apt in Wichita...Kendra and I put the deposit down on Tuesday :))) Pictures will follow as soon as we start moving things in.
It's almost July and I haven't set foot in chlorine yet which makes me terribly sad.
Dad is doing great and should be coming home Monday-ish :) Had lots of visitors...Gram&Kath, Nancy&Robert, Jeanie, Will&Sharon...
Our poor doggie Charlie got mauled by a freakin' malamute yesterday, apparently. Mom took him to the dog park and they always let in a few shelter dogs (since the dog park is behind the shelter). She looked up to where Charlie was and this horse of a dog had Charlie in his mouth and picked up off of the ground. It took four people to get the dog to let go and two of them were bitten in the process. Mom has no voice from screaming and my poor puppy dog is lethargic with gashes on his sides. The vet said they were superficial and should heal on their own, but he gave him pain meds and antibiotics and the shelter paid the vet bill. TRAUMATIC.
My hair is black again :) Thank Allah.
I'm going to Dallas over my "summer break" around the 7th of July and trying out for AMDA on the 10th....Staying with my best friend Carissa who just moved down there with her husband. So excited to have a semi-vacation!!! Then, of course, trekking BACK to Texas for the reunion! Word up, love my family :)A LOT has changed in two years....two years ago I was about to head off to KU, dating Jordan, a brunette, and about 15 lbs heavier...oh, and I had no fashion sense to save my life.
Possibly going to California for the first time in November for Kristin's wedding! Gotta see how much moneys I can get from financial aid, but I'm crossing my fingers!
Monica wants to go to Puerto Rico for spring break next year....I'm totally down for that :) Hopefully I will have a kickass job in Denver, KC, or Dallas by then. :))
I know that some of you read my blog and get worried....but don't worry TOO much...I usually only write when I'm upset...which isn't too terribly often. I just have nothing to say when I'm happy because..well...I'm happy :)
oxoxoxoxo
"Dressed head to toe in Love...the only label that never goes out of style." - Sex in the City
I have no idea whether I'm single or not right now. It's a terrible feeling. But all will be figured out tonight.
Xtina and I had a fabo reunion for two hours in the Applebee's parking lot and I've discovered that I have the amazing ability to make her laugh so hard she pees...for real. Bahaha
We found a SUPER CUTE apt in Wichita...Kendra and I put the deposit down on Tuesday :))) Pictures will follow as soon as we start moving things in.
It's almost July and I haven't set foot in chlorine yet which makes me terribly sad.
Dad is doing great and should be coming home Monday-ish :) Had lots of visitors...Gram&Kath, Nancy&Robert, Jeanie, Will&Sharon...
Our poor doggie Charlie got mauled by a freakin' malamute yesterday, apparently. Mom took him to the dog park and they always let in a few shelter dogs (since the dog park is behind the shelter). She looked up to where Charlie was and this horse of a dog had Charlie in his mouth and picked up off of the ground. It took four people to get the dog to let go and two of them were bitten in the process. Mom has no voice from screaming and my poor puppy dog is lethargic with gashes on his sides. The vet said they were superficial and should heal on their own, but he gave him pain meds and antibiotics and the shelter paid the vet bill. TRAUMATIC.
My hair is black again :) Thank Allah.
I'm going to Dallas over my "summer break" around the 7th of July and trying out for AMDA on the 10th....Staying with my best friend Carissa who just moved down there with her husband. So excited to have a semi-vacation!!! Then, of course, trekking BACK to Texas for the reunion! Word up, love my family :)A LOT has changed in two years....two years ago I was about to head off to KU, dating Jordan, a brunette, and about 15 lbs heavier...oh, and I had no fashion sense to save my life.
Possibly going to California for the first time in November for Kristin's wedding! Gotta see how much moneys I can get from financial aid, but I'm crossing my fingers!
Monica wants to go to Puerto Rico for spring break next year....I'm totally down for that :) Hopefully I will have a kickass job in Denver, KC, or Dallas by then. :))
I know that some of you read my blog and get worried....but don't worry TOO much...I usually only write when I'm upset...which isn't too terribly often. I just have nothing to say when I'm happy because..well...I'm happy :)
oxoxoxoxo
"Dressed head to toe in Love...the only label that never goes out of style." - Sex in the City
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